Papa Boy’s Death Anniversary. I still find it hard to accept and to believe that this will happen next year. I feel so devastated but I feel more sad for the people whom he left especially Mama Liling, his wife. I can’t stop my tears whenever I see her looking at his coffin, crying in so much pain during his wake.
It’s a sad coincidence that Papa Boy died in the same fate as Dad – an accident. I still haven’t moved on. I haven’t been reading the Bible for the past two weeks. I just played NBA 2k14 yesterday. I hope I can get back to my usual routine next week. I didn’t know it was this hard. I can’t imagine how my Mom got through it 18 years ago.